This happened a few nights ago whilst lying down and going into the silence that’s recently been opening up in me. I lay for around half an hour, just kinda being this quietness. I fell asleep for about an hour or so and was awoken with energy in my entire body. Like a full body orgasm, it was like I was observing the energy as a map in my body and I noticed there was a lot constriction in my heart area. The energy felt so fucking beautiful, blissful, love-full and really quite amazing. As I awoke to it the word ‘Shaktipat’ came into my mind from nowhere. Another Sanskrit word, there’s a link here to it’s meaning which I had to search for as I never knew what it meant https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shaktipathttps://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shaktipat
Shaktipat or Śaktipāta (Sanskrit, from shakti “(psychic) energy” and pāta, “to fall”) refers in Hinduism to the transmission (or conferring) of spiritual energy upon one person by another. Shaktipat can be transmitted with a sacred word or mantra, or by a look, thought or touch – the last usually to the ajna chakra or agya chakra or third eye of the recipient. Saktipat is considered an act of grace (anugraha) on the part of the guru or the divine. It cannot be imposed by force, nor can a receiver make it happen.
There’s been a few Sanskrit words come up since last March when the lid blew off, it’s strange as I’ve never been into the Hindu teachings or texts, I’ve mostly been drawn to Zenny stuff and the Christian mystic teachings, those along with a massive internal desire to know what’s true. There’s lots of conflicting confusing emotions happening in me simultaneously, there’s a sadness that I can’t do the things I used to do at the moment and there’s also a massive sense of gratitude for the stuff that’s happening I really do feel lucky and thankful. I always felt a big part of the reason I worked as a musician was for the praise and acceptance I got, of course I loved playing but there was definitely a big part of me that wanted to be loved by people.